I’ve endured a lot for my age. This though, this has been the hardest lesson of all. It is one of those things that you know will happen. I mean, we know that life is short, we know that in an instant things can change. I was just never expecting it to happen like this, to me. I was never expecting to grieve this way. I am not only grieving the loss of my dad, but death is so much more than that. It can steal your joy and take with it any hope for what you once had, it can bring with it a regret that is heavier than anything you have ever carried... I'm trying my best to take this heartache and make something of it. I want to be intentional with my relationships, with my words and with my actions...